Thursday, March 29, 2007
NY?

A friend of mine recently said the New York I live is a disneyland compared to the New York of before. I wanted to confuse his confidence for nostalgia, for a positive cynicism--but, I think he's right. There is a gigantic monster of a Whole Foods in Austin which makes me feel like I'm in Austin. Like when I'm in New York and see a plethora of flip-flops or Whole Foods stores. But, that's not a bad thing, is it? To feel like home away from home in a home that is supposed to be unlike any home in the homely world?
Fuck. Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. I'm going to cry now.

